Okay, so I have a few addictions. Pepsi, coffee, and music to name a few, but none are as bad as the internet. I check emails, work on photography sites, it’s how I get my news, shop, really lots of stuff that I do requires the use of the internet. I know this about myself, but I didn’t really know it was a problem until two days ago, when we lost our internet due to changing of phones. We are going to cell phones only and just keeping my husbands fax line at home, and in the process of that change I didn’t have access to the internet. I think I was starting to have physical symptoms of withdrawal. When she told me today that it might be tomorrow, I actually almost cried. It’s sad really, I wouldn’t survive for 30 seconds on one of those reality shows where you live in the dark ages, I need my technology. Anyway enough rambling I’m just glad to be back on line.

So this is by far my least favorite holiday. People dressing up, not knowing who’s who. Complete strangers coming to the door begging for candy, and seriously if your not going to dress up, then why bother. My favorite costume of the night was a little girl at most the age of three, with mom, came to my house in a costume I can best describe as bloody bride, I mean seriously, three. What did they tell her she was dressed up as. We always have a big shindig, at our house on Halloween. Everyone brings chili and we mix into one big pot and it’s the best chili you’ve ever eaten, and then you can’t replace it. It’s awsome, we had a really big turnout this year, loads of people showed up. I don’t even know that I knew everyone. I’m sure my husband was in heaven, and don’t get me wrong, I love having people over, or should I say I love the idea of having people over. Then everyone gets here, and I’m not really a people person, often times at some point in the evening I break out in hives. Damned anxiety disorder, why I am this way is beyond me, but I just keep having folks over in the hopes that one day I’ll feel like joining in the fun, instead of sitting in a corner by myself.